you are reading "Have I disappeared?" written at 2024/11/10

tl;dr no.

i am really not in the mood to talk about this so i’ll just go straight to the point as I do wanna talk about some things that happened, regarding discord or something else

what happened to my discord?

i nuked my account entirely

sorry but using discord is not doing me any good at all, the amount of people i’ve been surrounded with, the amount of constant drama and negativity i’ve been constantly surrounded with was just stressing me out, i wasn’t feeling good at all using my discord account, and i feel like this is something that should’ve done a long time ago, quitting discord for a very long time, discord is just a fucking mess i fucking hate that platform with my entire heart, i’m serious.

i really wanna get out of there since a very long time ago but i just couldn’t, thus i think the only good measure i could take to finally place an end to this situation is just nuking my account entirely and disappearing from discord some time, my account as of right now is disabled, not deleted but just straight up disabled, i’ve made a secondary account where i’ll be there, although it’s private and i won’t be sharing it with anyone, i made this so i couldn’t lose contact with anyone who i truly liked

i ran a javascript script that deleted all my friends on my discord account, except some of them, so if you got deleted that explains it

why was my website down yesterday?

i’ve switched hosts

am I going away?

no, i will stay here, “furret” as my identity won’t go away either, i’m just going to take a long break to actually focus in real life stuff, i haven’t been doing good either, considering the constant drama i’ve been dealing with certain people, my youtube channel will stay, everything else will stay as it is

you’ll just have no way of contacting me, as of right now, i really wanna take a long break from the internet, i might still do things online but expect me to be really dead

tl;dr i’m fine, i didn’t die or anything, i’m still here, i did this for myself, i really need to recover from whatever i’m going through, the only thing that really pissed me off of doing all of this was deleting my discord server, considering the amount of members i managed to get

that’s all i had to say, sorry if you really thought i killed myself or something

updates as of 10/11/2024 22:33 gmt +1

i am honestly not sure whether i’ll make a new discord server or not, but just saying, i’ll be back in 2025 more or less, i really need to focus on myself, getting better, etc, also, i’ve cleared ALL of my incoming friend requests on my main account, i will NOT accept any incoming friend requests, just so you know